Monday, April 15, 2013

Living a life worthy of the calling HE puts on our hearts as disciples!

Thoughts & Desires

I want to live a life that is out of the ordinary. That ignites a passion and desire daily to serve others
I want to live a life that exemplifies the love of Christ in and throughout the light of Christ in me
I want to live a life that brings glory to Christ
I want to live a life that is in consistent conversation with the Spirit, every move I make, every corner I turn
I want to live a life that is honoring to my King
I want to live a life shouts LOVE
I want to live a life that every day I wake up falling more and more in love with my Creator
I want to live a life being rooted in Christ and with that grow in a deeper passion and desire for His people
I want to live a life that is relevant
I want to live a life that spreads the gospel
I want to live a life that shines bright
I want to live a life of hospitality
I want to live a life service
I want to live a life of servant hood
I want to live a life of discipleship

This is my honest, sincere prayer, hope and TRUE desire. 

If I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. 
1 Corinthians 13

How do you want to live your life?



Back to blogging?....maybbeee!
Much looooove,
Liv-eee-yah
 

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Walking in the Prescence of Jesus

ooiiiiii...Today I went for a beautiful walk....I felt the urge to go outside and just start walking and be alone in my thoughts...so often are we surrounded with such busy lives that we rarely stop and sit and think and spend time with the Lord...other than church and chapels etc... So today I felt the urge to go walking I ventured out on the grid roads....the site of the prairies is gorgeous..it goes on forever. You can see beautiful fields and the sun rising and setting and such BEAUTY! Walking today felt so freeing. I needed to knock some things off my chest with the Lord and just be in his prescence selflessly present myself to him in being raw and just talking with him. It was wonderful. I am a person that LOOOVES being around others...basically all the time...my energy comes from others at times...but a polar opposite of me is that in times I find most rest sometimes is by myself...HAH. Going for that walk helped my heart think through life and just praise Jesus and feel refreshed in his presence.

Pslam 37:4 Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart
Matthew 11:28 Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.

Jesus encourages us to come to him with our life and continually offer it up to him ...good or bad circumstances he loves to hear our heart as his children. Make sure you set that time aside to delight in the Lord and be in silence with him.
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Today I pondered the phrase of "limited love"...feeling like from my previous post...if this is what it has to come to and than thinking...Nooooo...Jesus has unconditional love ...and we are to be like Jesus...If we are to be like him our love shall be unconditional? yess I beleive so...but to what extent still? If people are hurting us than what? Than there is a line to be drawn to protect your heart..yes. What does that look like though...the bible has many sweet verses on came to mind...

Protect your heart for it is the wellspring of life Proverbs 4:23 what does that look like to you?

Make every effort to live in peace with all men and to be holy; without holiness no one will see the Lord. See to it that no one misses the grace of God and that no bitter root grows up to cause trouble and defile many. Hebrews 12:14-15
Grace: Divine love and protection bestowed freely on people

Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins 1 Peter 4:8


mmm hope you liked my blaabber :) ha I don't have all the right answers I know that offcourse.. I just probe and question and search things out...if you have any feed back feel free to tell me :)

written to Mat Kearney click HERE for youtube music

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Joy found in trials...

ooooh Joy: a state of happiness or felicity!

I encountered joy amongst trials in a time where most would not be able to find joy...
when we are surrounding in trials we often get down and fester in the negativity we are surrounded in. But through Christ I have found joy in trials that seem to occur in my life. It's funny how in the midst of situations we often do not think or rarely think their could be good in it?....how fabulous of a Father we have to have HOPE in our life. In the book of James it talks about trials and overcoming them. I beleive that in our trials we must not lose sight of the bigger picture. Have hope in everything, love eachother and be positive. Negativity is what gets us down and what can rain down in such a poopy way that before we know it we are left feeling bitter. Be optimistic and sincere with relationships in life. If someone does a wrong to you, love them back even more; protect yourself yes, but love the other person still and be careful to not build up feelings of dislike.

There is Joy and Hope in everything....The jounery doesn't end here...it's a life choice...what are you going to choose?....
I know the constant state of hoping and having joy in each thing in life is what gets me through...my hope is found in Christ and my joy is also found in the situations in life i'm faced with that continually Christ gives me peace and peserverance to grow and learn to love even more through the tough times.

-A

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Inspiring!!

EVERYONE NEEDS TO READ THIS:

Taken from the following website I included in the previous post to click on is an incredible analogy....just so heart warming!

The all important ingredient is focus and an attitude of trust in the Lord.

The following is one of the best illustrations I know of the importance of keeping a focused and right attitude:

The colorful, nineteenth-century showman and gifted violinist Nicolo Paganini was standing before a packed house, playing through a difficult piece of music. A full orchestra surrounded him with magnificent support. Suddenly one string on his violin snapped and hung gloriously down from his instrument. Beads of perspiration popped out on his forehead. He frowned but continued to play, improvising beautifully.

To the conductor’s surprise, a second string broke. And shortly thereafter, a third. Now there were three limp strings dangling from Paganini’s violin as the master performer completed the difficult composition on the one remaining string. The audience jumped to its feet and in good Italian fashion, filled the hall with shouts and screams, “Bravo! Bravo!” As the applause died down, the violinist asked the people to sit back down. Even though they knew there was no way they could expect an encore, they quietly sank back into their seats.

He held the violin high for everyone to see. He nodded at the conductor to begin the encore and then he turned back to the crowd, and with a twinkle in his eye, he smiled and shouted, “Paganini . . . and one string!” After that he placed the single-stringed Stradivarius beneath his chin and played the final piece on one string as the audience (and the conductor) shook their heads in silent amazement. “Paganini . . . and one string!”27 (And, I might add, an attitude of fortitude.)

Swindoll goes on to say:

This may shock you, but I believe the single most significant decision I can make on a day-do-day basis is my choice of attitude . . . Attitude is that “single string” that keeps me going or cripples my progress . . . When my attitudes are right, there’s no barrier too high, no valley too deep, no dream too extreme, no challenge too great for me.

Yet, we must admit that we spend more of our time concentrating and fretting over the strings that snap, dangle, and pop--the things that can’t be changed--than we do giving attention to the one that remains, our choice of attitude.28

For the Christian, however, we are not talking about just a positive attitude. We are talking about an attitude that comes from a heart focused on God and that trusts in Him.

think about this, probe, look at your life and evaluate your attitude to everything! In evyerhting we do, we can make a difference.

What difference are YOU going to make.

Listening to:

Jon foreman cure for pain
Phil Wickham I have decided to folow Jesus

Much Love,

Liv





blabber

As I sit here in a coffee shop and wonder about life. I watch around me the people and interactions they have. I have to question the guy that works here, he is so happy and full of life and to every person he serves a drink to they smile and laugh. He brings such happiness to strangers faces with his spunk and style of serving coffees. I wonder if he knows our great God? People like him make me smile, to know that throughout the day that a random stranger behind a counter can make you smile from his random personality of smiles and love he has as he serves coffee. A true servants heart. I know of another lady at a café at school. I delight in her personality. Each time I buy something from the café. She smiles and is happy every time, I can’t think of any time I didn’t go in that she was rude or unhappy. She is such a joy to talk to and you can tell she really cares and loves life. I wonder what is under the surface for her. If underneath her smiles if there is hurt? What is her life like? I couldn’t imagine it being bad but people these days are so good at hiding behind their smiles. I am one of those people that with my personality I can easily suppress things and choose to fill the void in life with laughter and happiness that can sometimes be a show so people can’t see my hurt. Why is it that we are so scared to be vulnerable sometimes?

I think because when we are truly vulnerable we feel naked. We feel that we are exposed and it is scary. We wonder if people really knew our deepest things that we would not be accepted or that we would be treated or looked at differently. I also think that if at those moments of vulnerability the person or people you are vulnerable with, if they shut you down or you open up and they leave you with your words; you develop this unconsciousness to not reveal what your really thinking because of that one time you were shut down when you were open and raw with people.

My heart goes out to you.

I know the pain of opening up and feeling left to dry out. I know the feeling of not wanting to open up again because of fear of hurt or not being loved. I encourage you to open up and be able to love and say what you want to say without having to be loved back. To bring the meaning of vulnerable to a whole different level. To break free from it to find freedom. For God to be that comfort in time of feeling alone and not heard.

I won’t lie, I still struggle with being vulnerable.I am learning things about that myself that I am noticing to be careful of. Not because they are horrible but because I focus so much on others that I sometimes forget me. I'm too afraid of hurting others. I like to carry their burdens for them and be that shoulder to lean on. To be honest I could go for a while without thinking about me because I love people and I love loving on them. I’m a people pleaser. I love pleasing people and not letting people down. I love making people happy when they are sad and reaching out to the broken hearted. Often times I find it easier to reach out to those that are strangers and show them love than my own family. I’m not sure if that is because there is hurt around family. Also the whole issue of vulnerability scares me. I’m not sure but I know that I’m continually working on breaking free from vulnerability.

My definition of Vulnerable:

To be able to love and not be loved back


this is truely an awesome read if you have the time CLICK :)



some words that are inspiring I have come across:


*glory in God rather than in people.

* A believer’s greatest strength is focus, dependence and faith in the Lord, but this is also his greatest place of vulnerability.

*Defeat will always follow Victory!

*1 Corinthians 10:12 So let the one who thinks he is standing be careful that he does not fall.


Much Love,
Liv

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Thursday, February 24, 2011

A start to a new Beginning...

This blog has been lonely for quite some time now and I wish to repost on it. I have debated the thought for some time and have lately just wanted something to ramble on with everything that goes on in life. I loved being in Kaleo and writing each week, it really helped me gather my thoughts and see things in a different light!
So here goes it....
I will try and write every once in a while and totally feel free to comment on it! I'd love to hear your feedback and responses to it!

A verse that is defiantly dear to my heart that hmmm is just so freeing and incredible to reflect on...

For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self discipline.
2 Timothy 1:7

In other words; don't be shy! Preach it!
With the sweet words of good ol Saint Francis of Assisi....
"Preach the word at all times and if necessary use words!"
In Christ we have the power to show love to others
To be disciplined in life and our walks with God and encourage others
To have the power to take charge and do things with a kind heart and not be shy because we know that God has our back :)

recommended sweet song to listen to here :)

Much Love,
Liv