Friday, August 1, 2014

"Perfection"

Would you say this picture is perfect below? At first glance, I think not, but as I look again I question what does this word perfection actually mean. I am pushed to think beyond "perfect", and deeper into my own life of the daily tasks I complete and how this word might effect me or others at times. I typed "perfect" into google and I was intrigued at what came up. 

Perfect: Having all the required or desirable elements, qualities, or characteristics; as good as it is possible to be.
  1. synonyms:idealmodel, without fault, faultlessflawlessconsummate,quintessentialexemplarybest, best-example, ultimate, copybook













This picture would not make the perfect list of synonyms if it was judged by some photographers. But it makes my list of AWESOMENESS. haha! I might be over analyzing but in all seriousness, I believe this picture has made me think through some tough questions. Even the words behind the definition of perfect, made me feel heavy inside. Being without fault, ultimate, and flawless. What???

    



This past week I went up to The Peak in Hong Kong with a couple of the girls from the team. The Peak is a place up on a mountain, over looking the beautiful view of Hong Kong. I got to take some really sweet photos of the view from up top as the sun was setting! This particular photo above caught my eye. I had my camera on a 30 second open shutter option. This means that for 30 seconds the lens stays open so it can capture all the light. The camera is usually on a tri pod but I didn’t have one with me so I was holding it on a railing in hopes I wouldn’t nudge my camera. However, I shook it by accident while holding it and this following picture happened. At first, I was not happy with the photo. I wanted it to be crisp, clear, warm, and beautiful. When I first looked at it, I was disappointed with myself. It took me a moment to realize that I actually liked it and see that it was different, which was a good thing! My pre-conceived thought process was, that I wanted it to be “perfect”. For a moment I was upset than it clicked that it’s art, and that I actually think it’s really neat! It made me think about “perfection” in our own lives. How often are we trying to aim to be perfect and not succeeding for what we hoped or wanted to achieve. Constantly feeling like maybe you’re a failure because you can’t measure up to the meter of “perfection”, of how you wished something would have happened or turned out differently than had hoped.

    I should also explain why I italicized the word “perfection”. I italicize it because I wonder if something can actually be perfect? Are we living in a world that is aiming for perfection when we need to be aiming for our very best regardless if in our eyes it is not perfection. Do we set our standards to high, to constantly feel like we are failures. Or is it okay to have perfectionism in a healthy way? I don’t have the answers; I just am questioning the basis for perfectionism in our own lives and if it takes over our lives in unhealthy ways sometimes, rather than healthy. 

     It’s could also be in the way we perceive things to. We have the ability to change the way we see something. What if we looked at life a little bit more like art in some ways. The unique opportunities, possibilities and expectations that we daily encounter, may not always have to be looked at in the eyes of perfection. This is a process I am trying to go through in my daily life. To giggle at things that don’t go the way I wanted. Or situations I encounter that are not as I desire. Maybe I’m over thinking? Someone told me once, “it’s a process Liv”, and I think that can relate to so many things in life. It’s a process of learning, growing, and laughing along the way in the endeavours we take on in every aspect in life.

Oh how He loves us. The Father is gracious with us. He knows the desires of our hearts better than we do. When I desire perfection, He desires for me to please Him in all I do.

Time and time again, I am reminded of this verse found in the Psalms 37:3-4. The profound word, desire. It get's me every time. God knows the desires of our hearts better than we do. He created me, He knows me, I need to press into him in everything I do. My desires and his desires are different sometimes. I need to continually learn patience and joy in the midst of feeling like I am not succeeding at some things in life, because in his eyes, he see's me differently than I see myself. To God I may be succeeding further beyond than what I think. He will lead you :) Psalm 23 is my favourite passage! Talking about the Lord leading you :) 

In the end, maybe the lense we are looking through is too narrow and maybe we need to readjust?
I think that is a good question to ask.

Psalm 37:3-4
Trust in the Lord and do good; dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture.
Take delight in the Lord,
and he will give you the desires of your heart.


Much Love,
Liv

p.s. I will update about my teaching soon :) 


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